explodingDYNOMITE

time flies when you don't sleep days blend in to just one long day you lose track of the date Saturday, March 24, 2007 it is now 8:42 AM Hollywood, California Current Temperature 60 degrees. There are already 5 car accidents in the Los Angeles County. i have work in about 50 minutes. my hands are cold as ice i need to shower, 30 minutes. i have to buy cat food, 5-10 minutes. time, it's running out. and yet... i am zoning out. sleep is catching up with me.

11:09 PM - my poor old man. it's my father's birthday and i forgot. there were birthday candles on the table, unlit. mom said he didn't want them lit on the cake. my poor old man. had i remembered that today was his birthday i would've stayed home to celebrate it with him. damn me. he seemed depressed when i walked into his room. i wonder if he sad about reaching 60. he probably summed up his life events, bad and good and reminisce memories of his youth. i asked him if he'd like anything for a present and he said all he wants is for all of us to be happy. i wonder if he knows that he can still accomplish his goals still achieve

I got accepted into CalArts & OTIS. It's the most amazing feeling when you achieve a goal that you've been working so hard and so long to obtain.